My review on Camp Kiss, By J.K. Rock.

I absolutely loved Camp Kiss. I felt as if, I, myself was the character in the book. I could relate to her with the whole braces and glasses thing. It is a bit weird kissing a guy with braces, and then to add poison oak on top of that. Got to have guts to face someone in that predicament. Something, I so would not be able to do This book gave a view on how nice a guy can be, and the fact that looks don't matter. And that no matter what happens to a friendship, it always get repaired when two people truly love each other. I loved this book and can not wait to read the next one.

Being Called Amazon?

I was once called a Amazon because I'm not afraid to stand my ground. At first I didn't know what the man meant but then one day I looked it up and this is what i found.
Am·a·zon
1. Greek Mythology A member of a nation of women warriors reputed to have lived in Scythia.
2. often amazon A tall, aggressive, strong-willed woman.
Word History: In classical legend the Amazons were a tribe of warrior women. Their name is supposedly derived from Greek a-mazos, "without a breast," because according to the legend they cut off their right breasts so as to be better able to shoot with a bow and arrow. This folk etymology, like most folk etymologies, is incorrect, but the Amazons of legend are not so completely different from the historical Amazons, who were also warriors.

Now that I know what an amazon is, It doesn't bother me, because truth be told, no one on this gods green earth will ever get me to back down. No matter how scarey you think you are, I'll just laugh in your face as I paved the ground with it. I fear no one. Especially wen it comes down to my friends and Family. I would die for them, and that's a fact!

Death: You don't scare me.!

I've never been afraid of death.... I look forward to it.... but watching the ones I love die, or the ones of others die, it sends me through a spiral of depression so painful that the grief is too much to bare.... but that day i die, i know I'll never feel a thing again... but for now,I'm so sensitive that i feel every little break in everyone's heart who has ever lost some to the most horrible thing most people fear.... this makes me feel weak.... i faced things a lot more horrible than death.... but the death of others paralyze me till im wishing it was me going instead of them..... if there was a million of me, i would die any day for those who have.... basically that's what it is, every time i hear of some one dying, its as if part of me too is dying.... soon there's going to be nothing left of me by the time it's time for me to die.... Is it wrong of me to feel this way? would i be considered to have issues to feel this way? will some one say that I'm a fool to feel this way? yeah i know millions of people die each year, but I'd rather not know about it. Just to save myself. Sounds selfish in away....

Back to school for a day: I think Yes.!

So I went back to school for one more day, can say that I did enjoy it. Even though I ended up going from the school to CVPH for a job shadow. The woman (Chris Blake) I was job shadowing is my best friend, Maggie Blake's, mom. So it was pretty awesome to meet her mom. We hung out, talked about what it was like to work in Public Relations Office for the Hospital, got coffee's (which were delicious), and then talked some more about how they reach out to the community talking to new channel reporters, and radio stations. Lots a great info. She then told me that once I start attending Plattsburgh State to sign up for an internship at the hospital. She also gave me some great advice on courses to take in college. She even talked to me about what it was like to be a reporter. And the whole journalism scene. Got to say, it was so worth the time meeting up with her.

Depressing: Kids Dying

It's really depressing seeing all these teenage kids dying lately. Like they barely started their lives, they just graduated from high school or are still in high school. And they either die from health issues, or they get murdered, or worse , they commit suicide. I hate seeing people die, especially teens that are around my age or younger. Please what ever you guys do, don't go getting hurt or hurting yourselves. Live your life the best you can. For some of us can't.